The last hit of Uranus conjunct my Sun, and I finally found out what was wrong with me. I got my diagnosis yesterday. Trigeminal Neuralgia and migraine. Two years of suffering, problems with eyesight, not understanding my health. Now I know why my jaw, eye, ear and tooth are weird as hell. Please don’t read this as an interpretation of the transit itself. Of course, the Sun can be read as eyesight and Uranus Neurology, but I also have Saturn/Moon conjunction, Pluto on my Descendant and traffic/season of my 6th house of health (Capricorn). Other people might only have positive experiences of this transit.
I’ll definitely remember this Sun, Pluto conjunction jumping into the Aquarius! It’s happening now while writing this. Big-ass moment energy all over the place. Clarity, finally able to search for treatment. This news is a huge relief personally and terrifying at the same time. I have been suffering for years and lost a lot of time, energy and money on dental treatment, doctors and searching for answers.
Back to trigiminal neuralgia…
On Sickboy Podcast they had an episode (The Suicide Disease: Trigeminal Neuralgia) with an anonymous guest suffering from the disease. Susan from New Glasgow. They asked Susan the following questions:
“What would you say is the biggest thing that Trigeminal Neuralgia has taken away from you?”It had taken away plans. Future planning. You’re always afraid to say well let’s do that. And then the thing: What if I get sick again?”.
And “What would you say is the biggest thing it has given you? Perspective. 100% perspective. And that I don’t take anything for granted. And flossing!”
I must say, that I felt a lot of recognition of what she said. The Uranian not being able to plan. And the Uranian big-picture perspective (Jupiter is in sign conjunction with Uranus now). The bigger view in my 10th house. My identity will change again. Not by having the disease, but my new job is to take care of myself.
I also developed a lot of gratitude and empathy. Also the gratefulness towards the pain-free experiences of life. Working on making time to slow down and enjoy every little precious moment.
Link to the Sickboy Podcast episode:
https://open.spotify.com/episode/60uv4ypvzAIP8DIa8eqTvq?si=8M_40tO8SQCa6FsphYJseg
My MidJourney prompt for this blogpost:
trigeminal neuralgia with fumen of eyeballs, painful, medical drawing, middleaged woman, pink, yellow, uranian unpredictability –ar 16:9